Michelle

When I was little, I was sexually abused. My mom threatened to abandon me to an orphanage when I couldn’t cope. I developed OCD in the form of intrusive thoughts.

I felt evil, unlovable, and worthless. I was severely depressed and didn’t want to live. I slept to survive the pain. As often as my body would allow.

God delivered me from these thoughts. I didn’t believe that would ever happen. I was in a near-fatal car accident and walked away with a scratch. I survived several overdoses in an attempt to get help for the pain I was in. I have survived close calls in so many aspects that I can’t explain it.

I was overmedicated to the point I couldn’t even feel the Holy Spirit anymore. I prayed to feel him again, and God granted me that. My daughter is back in my life again after praying for that for years.

Just because things don’t happen in our time doesn’t mean He isn’t listening. His timing is perfect. He is listening. Hold on to Him. Never give up.